I'm not saying that I want to defy my society, rebel and do whatever comes to my mind. But I need to stop listening to people with limited intellect (and negative energy) to affect me when making important decisions that have a tremendously positive effect in my life...especially the decisions that make me happy. I really need to be more aware and focus on my sixth sense and listen to it more. I've been so obssesed with trying to get everyone's approval on certain decisions expect my own! Need to work on my courage to do that, It's in there somewhere, I just need to bring it out but not sure how to go on about it. InshAllah khair.