Monday, February 1, 2010
I sense a change coming my way. Not sure if it will happen or not but I had visions (dreams) of it for almost a month (not on daily basis though). I hope things turn out for the best. God please Help me and put my mind at ease. I desperatly want this done and over with be it good or bad....actually good... I hate this feeling of being anxious and restless because it disrupts the calmness i have in my mind.
I want it to happen. Please Please Please God answer my prayers so I may rest. I don't have it in me yet to handle it if things went wrong. I beg you God let it end well and Help me to calm down a bit. Thnak you.